Hey Gayle
I am so so sorry for your loss. Losing someone we love is so very hard. My heart goes out to Sue's husband and her loved ones.
Thank you for sharing with us so hopefully we can lend you some support during your sad time.
You must in time pick up the pieces and carry on with your life that you have been blessed with and do whatever makes you happy.
I have a lil plaque a dear friend gave me on my window sill which just simply says make sure you do something that makes you happy today. And I do. It can be the biggest or smallest of things but it is for me and it makes me happy for however long. Shame we need a reminder to be happy every day isn't it.
You have been blessed to have known this beautiful mischevious friend and I know she would want you to go on living your life to the fullest.
Sending you my love, Mich xoxo