Hi Christine. I was new to blogging too in May this year. Never had done it in my life before but you get used to it really quickly. None of us here care a jot if there are spelling mistakes or muck ups at all its just great to share our experiences and stories.
It's so wonderful that your treatment has finished and I can't wait for that day too but I know how you feel about the 'new' you that your family and friends don't see. This journey changes us that only others who have experienced it can understand. I am greatly blessed to have a loving husband, two beautiful children and my family and friends who have stuck by me through thick and thin but like you I am not the same. It's hard to even begin to explain to them isn't it. I have already come to the conclusion that I'm not going to even try. Acceptance is a powerful tool. We ARE alive. Take care of yourself Christine. Love your profile pic by the way. Love Janey xxx