Oh Justine that is it exactly 'chemo rage' I was given more dexamethasose to counteract the intense bone pain. When I read the side effects I am thinking 'oh my god' what are the benefits - not sure if they outway the side effects. Its like a residual effect that lingers days after it has been in your system.
I can see that the radiotherapy will be the least of my worries after chemo. Its just that I am sooo tired - just have to rest - drives me insane, I can't drive anywhere. Trying to get my iron levels up by eating well. Just seems to be so much slower getting back up this time round. Just feel I am not living.
Thank you for your kind words, all the very best.
Maria333