Today is the anniversary of receiving my callback letter from Breastscreen and the nightmare beginning. At about 5.30pm tonight it will be a full year of this new and diminished life. I'm still pissed off, still struggling to accept my reality. I have so much to be grateful for and I know my psyche needs to accept my f*****g new normal (geeze I hate that phrase) but there's so much resistance still. So much work still to be done. I'm trying. If you need help, I hope everyone is getting it. K xox