welcome to the site, I am sure you will find lots of support and hopefully answers to your questions.
What you are feeling is very natural, we are all blown away when we are diagnosed and scared, its the great unknown. You are also entitled to have bad days, they will come along all through your treatment and this site is great for venting when you need to.
There are groups online in many areas depending where you live, some meet face to face and that is a great support. There is also a young families group and they may be able to give you advice on telling your children.
I wish you well, stay in touch.
Donna
