@FLClover thank you, well today was the day I had those emotions, from not being able to get the right advice or be told the right person to get the necessary information, to having a bad fat old ugly cry session. My daughter really came through sat there and held me through it and apologised for forgetting this was happening to me, she was just trying to make things easier for me, she thought. Have spoke to my lovely Breast Care Nurse, who suggested postponing my procedure, I said no its ok, while I'm not a fan of the hospital thats been chosen, I will go ahead with my surgery tomorrow, she eased my mind, am I a fan of having to sit in an armchair from 6:15am and my possible surgery time of 4pm in the afternoon no but its the way hospitals work these days, no being admitted into the ward before the surgery. Only time I won't be in the armchair is when they do my ECG, my mammogram to insert Hook Wire and my surgery, it is going to be a long tiring day but I will get through it. Thanks