Two days ago my life changed forever

@socoda, thank you so much, hugs have been so great the last few days and I think my sister has to shake me off from all the hugs I've been giving her hehe.  I'm so grateful for this forum, and for people generously sharing their stories with each other, it is such a huge help.  From a relatives point of view, you want to fix it for them but in lieu of doing that, just be there in the best way possible without being too overbearing.  I had heard of the look good feel better but for the life of me couldn't remember the name so a big thank you for that! Thank you for your kind wishes, I am hopeful for a negative result but I'm also hopeful as there has been lots of good thoughts put forward about the outcomes of the results which have helped tremendously.  Sending you all my best wishes and thank you again for your time and advice xx sophisticated