Hi Concerned daughter, Welcome to the network. It's early days for your mum treatment wise and she is probably scared stupid and just dealing with this any way she can. Everything happens so quickly at first that you are just in a cancer whirlwind. It does slow down and a normality does creep in slowly. The whole cancer experience is very confronting not only for your mum but for you too and it forces us to face our own mortality - I know I certainly hadn't thought about it prior to diagnosis. My response was to start cleaning and decluttering :D. I personally found that as time progresses I think more about what plans I can make for my future - my long happy fulfilled future. As for trials here is the link to the Australian Clinical Trials website https://www.australianclinicaltrials.gov.au which will give you more information about how to look for trials and any that are currently occurring. As for your mum making changes in her life, she is dealing with an incredible amount of overwhelming things at the moment, try and give her some space, her state of mind may change as she progresses through her treatment and she will need you there supporting her decisions. You already show that you are incredibly caring and supportive and know that we are here to support and help you through this as well as your mum. Take care and let us know how you both are doing.Xx Cath