Men Who Care
Hi guys, my name is Clayton and I too have been and will always be a breast cancer carer and supporter.I lost my partner in Jan this year and like the rest of you found that there is no such support ...
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Hi iclay. Sitting here without her for another nite I am finding it very hard to find any passion at this stage. Im looking for it still but no dice. Its not the quiet that kills me. we could say I love you without words. Its the way she made the room feel. The essence of the girl.
as for the poems the only reason I would do a book is to help others like
us,but I dont think most of them would help any one.
I get the key to mine andJosh's new house on monday that she helped buy. Im painting it in her colours. So bittersweet, Our first home and shes not here. I know its great and she would be pleased but I cant feel a damn thing but sorry shes not with me.
Six months ago I lost you
I know I'll never be the same
Our memories they haunt me
yet they somehow keep me sane
Lonely is a word
I nev er really knew
so long without you now
I guess were old friends too
Lonely dosent mention
the complete absence of light
It dosent tell how my fires gone out
and may never reignite
It dosent say I miss you
every second, every day
It doesnt say how lost I've been
since you went away
Lonelycant know how much
one man can depair
it cant count the times I cry
knowing your not there
It dosent mention what to do
now that you are gone
Of how I try to fill to fill the days
or why they are so long