iclay
14 years agoMember
Men Who Care
Hi guys, my name is Clayton and I too have been and will always be a breast cancer carer and supporter.I lost my partner in Jan this year and like the rest of you found that there is no such support ...
Hi Annies, thanks for taking an interest.
It seems that every day I learn a new way to miss her. I was seeing
a counsellor and I guess that it was helping. My job made it impossible to keep going. My/her friends ask me are you ok and I always answer yes I am,Im just not happy.
For a bloke who never did before I seem to to write alot of poems, mor than 20 of them at this point. most of them are just for me but some of them I share with friends. Just not the really dark ones.
Weekends are bad. That was our time. we would go camping alot. They seem to go on forever with her not here.
Im taking time out this weekend to go to her favourite place and watch some DVDs I havent seen yet. Im hoping if I can watch them once it will make it easier to watch them again.