iclay
14 years agoMember
Men Who Care
Hi guys, my name is Clayton and I too have been and will always be a breast cancer carer and supporter.I lost my partner in Jan this year and like the rest of you found that there is no such support ...
Maryanne was 42 when I lost her. At the end it all happens so fast. I consider myself lucky in a way as we had a couple of days to talk about our life together and i was there when it was over. I hope that i helped her on her way but i will never know. I am trying to get on with it but some days it is too hard. do you guys dream about your partners? i have not yet and wonder if I ever will' We were chilldhood sweethearts. Seems unlikely that i will fill up the empty spaces she has left me with.
How can a heart break
a thousand times a day
How can I forget about
the day you went away.
Its got to be impossible
to hurt this hard, this long
But I make it through each day
that proves that theory wrong.
Theres no scars on the outside
for all the world to see
The only ones who know their there
are my closest friends and me.
I packed your things the other nite
and got them ready to go
to ahouse you'll never live in
a place you'll never know.
Anoyther day without you
it wont be the last
Ive got no future vision
I can only see the past.
Of the times we were together
times we dreamed and loved
without you now I have no dreams
and that is just to hard