Thanks everyone for responding.
Today was a better day for our family.
I agree with the comments above. I need to put myself first and preserve my energy. I guess we do what we think is the right thing to keep all the plates spinning.
The words I spoke to him last night and some family support have helped today.
While I’m not making excuses I guess no one knows how they are going to deal with things and it’s a process.
Please know that my daughter and I are safe and supported. I truly appreciate your thoughts and the time you’ve taken to reach out and provide some really solid suggestions. This group has been so much help so far. ❤️