husband not coping with my physical appearance since failed reconstruction

@Dory65, I bought him on the internet...

@dodg113 I've had my implants replaced twice and have had more revisions and repositioning than I can count in the last 14 years. They are a tortured twist of gristle, scar tissue and mangled silicone and they HURT. 

Before anyone suggests seeing another surgeon or fat grafting etc, thanks in advance, but please don't. I'm over it.

The last episode, a wide excision and level three node clearance, more chemo and rads has left me a little jaded and the damage firmly beyond repair. So be it.