Please allow me to say how sorry I am.I remember your last post,and I often wondered how you were doing.There is nothing I can say to make you feel any better,except that I lost my Mum when I was young like you.You WILL be OK,and you will have your Mum with you forever.I tell my own children about my Mum,and I teach them things that she taught me,and I always tell them what she used to say,and cook,and like...the list goes on. It does get easier RochelleAnne,just give it time.Sending you and your family love.From Robyn.xoxo