Thankyou lovely ladies for all of your words of advice and feedback. I have just found out that I do not carry either BRCA 1 / 2 GENES which is a massive relief and one I wouldn't change for the world. My gut says to take both, but I definitely take on board what Louise says in regards to being emotionally charged and scared at present. I guess my theory is that any type of risk reduction I can make, is a good thing. Even if it means losing my boobs. Thats me saying this whilst I still have 2 breasts of course so whether I have regrets later or not... who knows! Will keep talking to BS and nurse, family and friends and know I will make the right decision.. eventually!! Thanks again, xx