Hi!
Have you had reading material about breast reconstruction. Here is a link to Reclaim Your Curves
https://www.reclaimyourcurves.org.au/implant-breast-reconstruction.htmlIt is very informative and as to the soft feeling, numbness - No, in my case, there's nothing left of the original breast and the sensation is terribly different to the original breast tissue.
Hopefully the link will help with you absorbing a little more information about the process you have been through.
Take care