I feel your anxiety,I would be the same.It's BIG surgery but it sounds like you are very well prepared.I haven't had it(too chicken)but my friend has.She had a double diep after living with a double mastectomy scar for almost 2 years.I don't think she took any before photos cos she hated her gnarled chest.She was so happy to have boobs again and was wearing low necklines with confidence.She said the first 3 days post op were awful but then she recovered quite quickly.She was driving her car after about 2 weeks.She is going back this month to have nipples made. All you can do is keep busy until the op - you will have the cleanest house! We will all be thinking of you so let us know how you are going.
Best wishes and hugs,Tonya xx