You are all a god send. Thank you. I will look for the private page using the link... I'm at moorevank (south west of Sydney near Liverpool)... Because I was diagnosed with High grade extensive DCIS I escaped chemo and radiotherapy. Therefore I am grateful in so many ways and cannot compare to so many women. As such, I've just soldiered on... Though booking in for second time reconstruction seems to have resurfaced my fears. I often don't know if I should reach out but I do know I didn't chose this and This isn't just a boob job (though I jokingly say this to friends and family so I don't have to divulge how I feel). This just feels like a safe place. Thank you.... Xoxoxo