Please help me... I'm scheduled for a diep on the 5.3.14. My history is bilateral mastectomy and immediate breast reconstruction using implants last July but after infection and other risk elements being realised, I had to have the implants removed. This will be my second attempt at a reconstruction and will leave me with very small A cups that I will hopefully be happy with, or can be expanded in another op in 6 months with expander followed by implants. Since I locked in the date for the DIEP I am petrified... Is it all worth it? Am I being selfish? I have two young children (one a toddler) and will need the help of family until I am strong enough to lift them. I further feel guilty asking for yet again more sick leave from my employer. The outcome and next steps seem so uncertain. Ur emotional guidance and thought would b most appreciated... Can u recommend someone to talk to???