Booked for mastectomy and reconstruction now what

Thanks ladies , you sound so strong I really hope I can cope like you did .I am having the implants put in straight away .The slow release pellets sound great I will be asking by surgeon for them.I totally agree i feel more comfortable talking to people with cancer .I am trying to organise all my helpers I have 2 kids under 2 and my partner is having chemo and radiation at the moment so it's all happening . I'm very scared and stressed and want this to be over as soon as possible xxx