Dear Kel
I am wishing you all the very best and I am hoping the first surgery is successful but if not then the second will definitely give you great results.
It is like you say. We try and pretend it just not happening and get on with our lives and that is a really good thing as there is no sense dwelling on it and worrying about it is there.
You are now close so it is a bit harder to keep it out of your mind so easily.
Listen to the people like Janey as she is an inspirational and is coming through her surgery and finally starting to smell the roses as she has said.
There is a wonderful group on here called Breast Reconstruction. I am not sure if you have seen it. If you would like to join this group of women who can relate so well to what you are going through then just go to main page and find groups and type in breast reconstruction. It is facilitated by a very beautiful girl called Louise.
Thinking of you and sending you healing hugs in advance. We are all here for you.
Lots of love today, tomorrow and always, Mich xoxoxoxo