Day 5 blues

nic40 Member Posts: 11

First blog here and really just wanted somewhere to write down that I am feeling quite sad today. Day 5 post chemo (I think this happenend last time too) and I just want to have a good cry and feel sorry for myself for a bit. I feel sad for my kids because it is such a beautiful day outside and all I want to do is go outside and play pretend shops and pasting and painting with them but I don't have the energy to do anything but lie in bed. It feels like such a waste of precious time. I know this is only a temporary feeling but it is sooo frustrating. Hubby has just taken the kids to the car-wash (to wash the car, not them ! ! ! ! ) which involves great excitment. Perhaps I could talk him into washing the dogs for this afternoon's entertainment. Feeling better already :)