feeling alone/need support and advice

Hi girls

Nice to hear from you all.  I am feeling better at the moment which is good.  Managed to clean the house today plus the dog and her bed so that is a bonus.  I have a social worker popping in this arvo to see how I am doing which is nice.

My next little drama is happening, which is my hair.  I have the warning signs ringing their bells.  Itchy and sore scalp (feels like how it used to feel when I took a hair band out if I had had my hair up all day.  It also hurts when out in our lovely wind up here).  Sooooo I need to psyche myself up for this one I think. 

I am off back to Perth next Wednesday for medical onco appts etc. etc. and then my 2nd chemo on 26/3.  I will stay down in Perth then till after the wedding as hubby will fly in for the wedding and can then drive me back up home before flying out again.  Ho hum one day at a time.

I am so lucky to have all you girls to chat with so I thank you thank you thank you.

Hoping that you are all going well on your journey as best as can be expected under the circumstances or if you are in recovery that you are enjoying life after the BIG BC.

LOL Mich x

Yes back from Perth, arrived yesterday arvo.  I am feeling very very tired.  Struggling to do any household chores and just wanting to lay down all the time.  I have a mouth like the bottom of a cockys cage already and a slight headache and just feel crappy really.  House is a mess and I am half unpacked but just have to take it one little bit at a time.  I have a long way to go yet.  Hubby flies back out on Thursday so not looking forward to him being gone but I will survive I am sure.

Thanks for caring and asking.  I not a happy chappy at the moment I am afraid and scared of what is ahead.

LOL xo

Thanks guys, it is so lovely to hear your words of wisdom and knowledge cause I know you have been there, done that!!

I made a visit to our local E.D. tonight and luckily saw the same nurse I have seen twice before.  She assures me the infection has improved but hasn't gone completely.....  I will go back and see her Thursday morning before I do my trek down to Perth ready for the chemo the next day to see if there has been any major miracles. 

She did mention about antibiotics via a drip but I would have thought if the surgeon felt I needed that he would have arranged it while I was down in Perth.  He really wasn't that worried because I am reasonably well in myself with no fevers etc.

Oh well, only time will tell.  One day at a time I reckon.

I am planning to get my hair cut shorter (second stage) plus organise my hair (wig again and also go to a dress fitting with my daughter for her wedding dress so I do have some good things to look forward to :-)  I will look up the websites Lea and Tonya have told me about, thanks again.

LOL xoxo

Hi Mich, 

I finished my treatment just before Xmas, the same, 6 x chemo plus 7 weeks radiotherapy. 

Everyone is very different, you just need to be tuned in to your body and try to look after yourself, drink lots of water and eat healthy. I found I just went with it and then looked for answers as each different thing arose, and there were too many to go into in depth.

Two things I found useful were Aloe Vera juice, for internal, and Bi Carb soda in my bath tub. I would have spent all day in the bath if I could have.

I started to loose my hair on day 14 after first treatment, from everywhere on my body.  I found some good headware from Gotcha Covered, delivered very quickly. I now have hair again, not much but its a start.

Stay happy! This helps.

Lea

Hi Mich, 

I finished my treatment just before Xmas, the same, 6 x chemo plus 7 weeks radiotherapy. 

Everyone is very different, you just need to be tuned in to your body and try to look after yourself, drink lots of water and eat healthy. I found I just went with it and then looked for answers as each different thing arose, and there were too many to go into in depth.

Two things I found useful were Aloe Vera juice, for internal, and Bi Carb soda in my bath tub. I would have spent all day in the bath if I could have.

I started to loose my hair on day 14 after first treatment, from everywhere on my body.  I found some good headware from Gotcha Covered, delivered very quickly. I now have hair again, not much but its a start.

Stay happy! This helps.

Lea

Hi there Mitch,

being sad and down is o.k., crying and screaming can be good therapy so get into it.

 If you still have an infection I doubt you will have chemo as it lowers your cell count and they dont like that in onc. land.

Foods are a hard one as I couldn't taste a damn thing and felt like crap ( Taxotere, Cabolatin and Herceptin )most of the time and put on 20kg with this and the steriod combination so dont worry on that one as it is coming off quite quickly now which is great.

I honesltly felt shocking for my last 3 chemos and didn't want to know about them at all, luckily family and friends dragged me there kicking and screaming but I got through it and so will you.

I just finished 6 weeks of radiation and have the burns and fatigue big time but it is a far more enjoyable experience than chemo.

I still have to have Herceptin in my PORT every 3 weeks for 6 more months but I look back at the time when I was having chemo and it was like an out of body experience, I don't know how it happenend but it did and I'm here to tell you and others about it and so shall you, rest, yell,cry, laugh and write to us when you need,

Cheers

Cheryl

 

Thank you Tonya I really appreciate your support and for making me feel it is okay to feel the way I do at present.  I am very worried about getting very very depressed and falling into the big black hole that is so very hard to crawl back out of and if I do fall in then being able to get back out.  I am sure you girls will help me stay out of "the hole".

I have been looking on the www.headcovers.com website and it is amazing.  Is it an Amercan site and will that make much difference with the ordering and delays.  I organised a wig in Perth but the lady unfortunately forgot to put in the wig number etc. so I have to go back in and start from scratch.  grrrrrr.

My daughter is getting married on the weekend of Easter plus she is also having a "High Tea" at the Duxton in Perth put on for her by her bridesmaids on 25th March so I would like some new hair if mine has gone/going by that stage.

I also don't know how to try and organise my chemo (if I can) around the shower tea and wedding so I am not feeling and looking tooooo yukky.

I am very much over this infection because I have some doctors say it has gone and others say no it is still there.  It is better than it was but personally I know it is definitely still there.  Will be interesting if they go ahead with chemo on Friday as I have to travel back down to Perth again for it at this stage as they are monitoring a problem with my heart at well.

I am just a bit over it all and already exhausted and I haven't even started treatment.  I will also be having 7 weeks of radiotherapy after the chemo.

Look forward to hearing from you and the other girls.

xoxo