Wow baby
Just read your blog and I thought I was having an emotional day!!!! I wrote in my journal tonight that I think I have felt every possible emotion to man today. BUT You beat me hands down kiddo and so you should you have been through the wringer frontwards, backwards and upside down you poor luv. You keep that spunk happening and do what you think is the right thing to do cause at the end of the day it is your body, no one elses. You are one tough cookie coming through to me loud and clear at the moment.
I wouldn't have thought another lot of anaesthetic is a good thing so close to previous ones. It definitely sounds like they want things happening quickly for you.
Thinking of you and hope you doing okay.
Mich xoxox