Nervous and scared before my surgery tomorrow
Hi all, so my surgery is tomorrow. Ever since I've been diagnosed I wanted surgery ASAP, and it's here. Horror feelings are back: fear, despair, anger, confusion, just a mess. I had surgeries before (not breast) so I know what to expect, but this one hits different. It's a reminder of my diagnosis and my new life. Off course, my mind goes past surgery all the way to the treatment, radiation, and probable endocrine therapy and reading so much of bad side effects and it's scares me to the core. While I try to be brave, I have to admit I'm often falling apart and think "what ifs", and how will I deal with all this, how will I get through it. So much to deal with... 😔😢
