Absolutely devastated 💔 - Less then 2 weeks out of surgery we loose our beloved dog
So this post is not so much related to the cancer itself but more to loosing my beautiful dog and we, especially me are all beyond devastated. One week after surgery, my dog got the seious life threatening condition, bloat. We rushed her to emergency hospital in the middle of night. She underwent emergency surgery to save her life (lots of $$$$), she came home the following day, started recovering, only to decline yesterday (don't know why). We rushed her again to the hospital only to need to put her down cause the prognosis was not good. It crushed us, me especially 💔 I'm in absolute shock and disbelief. Devastation is an understatement. I am absolutely devastated and heartbroken 💔 😥 Before this, she was a healthy 9.5 years old and apart from missing her, I keep on blaming myself on many "what ifs". What if we took her to the hospital earlier, would she have a chance of survival, what if vets made a mistake, was I a good owner, etc... I also feel horrible that since the surgery I didn't give her much attention and that is haunting me. While I know what is happening to me is a priority, but this completely broke me. I can't believe she is gone. She had her little kingdom set up in our alfresco area, and I can't bear to look at it or even go there. I don't even know why I started this discussion, I suppose I just needed some extra wisdom or help or something. I don't know. It just feels like I'll never get over this. If anyone can help with with any words of wisdom, it would really mean a lot to me. Thank you for reading 😢😞 Wishing everyone the best
