The Secret Suckiness Of Life After Breast Cancer

Sister said:

It's trying to recreate somebody out of what's left that's hard.

I whole heartedly agree! That's where I am at this moment in time. I cannot go back to buying and renovating houses. I no longer have the interest or money to keep over two dozen aquarium tanks in a dedicated fish room and breed fish.
Technically I am supposed to be in early retirement so getting an actual job is out.
I was always a physical doer even as a kid and now that is largely gone so what to do with myself? Looking at the clutter in this house I could start selling stuff on Face book or Ebay lol. Probably take years to get rid of it all.