I wish that there was consideration of age given. I am 67 yrs old and currently in the 3rd cycle of 4 cycles of Chemo to be followed by radiotherapy, and some other other form of hormonal blockers. I ...
xx Maybe consider Giving our helpline a bell in the morning on 1800 500 258 ... it is always good to put your thoughts past someone else, someone independent ....
So sorry about your sister & brother's passing xx. I lost my husband to Metastatic cancer just over 2 years ago ... He'd beaten it once before & had another good 11 years before it came back in early 2020. It is a mongrel of a disease, that is for sure. :(
All the best & just keep doing what you love doing xx