Hi @Zoffiel,
To be honest im feeling grumpy right now. But its 8.25 and its drop kid off before starting work day time. It gets better as the day goes on.
I think priorities shift. I was feeling mostly hurray for life and just didnt really care about the everyday annoyances. But then something a bit bigger comes along. Im aware that although ive had some great support that the support i wanted from some wasnt there then or now. Thats not a revelation but annoying.
When i start work today, the minute i sit down i have to be in a skype meeting. I have always hated meetings first thing. I need a little time to think about what the day requires and on Mondays where im at with everything.
On saturday i had nothing to do whilst supervising a kid thing, couldnt go anywhere and that was annoying. I think im just in a i want to do what i want to do funk right now which might be understandable given the life upheaval and change in priorities. But then there is reality.
This morning in my grumpiness i dont feel like i want to do planned exercise this arvo id rather do what ever i feel at the time but when the time rocks round ill probably go and feel better for it.
All things pass if you wait long enough. I have a gp appt this week and will ask about counselling .
I hope you feel better as day wears on.
Michele