No comfort
I dont know why im writing this other than i need to express it and i cant think where else. Before bc i used to talk about stuff i was gunna do but i never seemed to get around to it. I had a life...
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Thanks to everyone who commented and those that contacted me personally. I know i can see a pyschologist but i always have these thoughts near a weekend! You guys are the best! Im working my way through my emotions with everyones comments and help.
I think where i have come to with the friends thing is that people sort of avoided me during chemo because they were uncomfortable. Knowing they are uncomfortable there is a whole part of my life I now cant really discuss. Can you have friends who you cant really talk to about everything? Im not sure. I guess you have different kinds of friends and can be aware of flaws within the friendship. Even my husband suffered by proxy - people stopped inviting us to stuff. We could potentially start inviting them but all is not well at home with one of my children. Again because some of my friends have children the same age i cant talk about this because i need to protect my childs situation. Maybe it will pass.
I think where i have come to with the friends thing is that people sort of avoided me during chemo because they were uncomfortable. Knowing they are uncomfortable there is a whole part of my life I now cant really discuss. Can you have friends who you cant really talk to about everything? Im not sure. I guess you have different kinds of friends and can be aware of flaws within the friendship. Even my husband suffered by proxy - people stopped inviting us to stuff. We could potentially start inviting them but all is not well at home with one of my children. Again because some of my friends have children the same age i cant talk about this because i need to protect my childs situation. Maybe it will pass.