@FLClover,
No think you got it perfectly. Thanks.
Its like ive outgrown everything. This week has been really hard for lots of serious reasons. I felt distressed not to have any comfort for the barrage of things i have to deal with.
I ended up taking a sleeping pill cause i wasnt going to be able the think my way out of it last night.
What did you do? At work i got asked to not do something. Not a big deal, wasnt a personal thing and i was like sure. But the reason given us that wasnt bosses style and i just thought after im sick of people trying to make me them however well intentioned.
I got told with a child not to help child with other family relationships. I admitted something ive been holding in and it didnt feel good. Scary.
Im talking to friends but unable to go deeper as too personal and wouldnt get it. I ferl isolated exactly.
Anyway..thanks.