@Molly71 yes I hear you. I’m four months past radiation treatment and feel like I want to step out of this life where everything/everyone around me is pretty much the same and I feel like I am in a new skin. I really don’t want to be back at work, prefer being by myself even though I am still seeing the important people in my life and am just trying to take things one day at a time atm. My dog, being in nature and swimming laps are the best things for me right now, however I’m aware not to isolate myself too much. I’ve been told I am basically a very short way into the post-cancer adjustment period, so that kind of helped. Best wishes to you and all who are going through this very peculiar and unsettling experience. ❤️