Feeling better than expected what now
So its 3 weeks since my final chemo. Im feeling better than i expected to feel at this point. A few cosmetic things, not much hair, rashes, mild foot pain, fatigue at 9.30 pm. 8ve been walking everyda...
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Hi @Sister
Hmm. Im not feeling black and white about this. I might have to ponder a bit more.
There is part of me which is trying to do the "right thing" and possibly have my poker face on at work, i am superwoman. I dont like people at work choosing and it smarts to have to be approved to work. Its hard for me to admit this.
Id hate to go back and have to stop, it would feel a bit like failure.
Sometimes im worried im not taking this seriously enough (bc). Certainly it was shocking, chemo was challenging. Ive been through every emotion like grief. Ive accepted what happened but what now? Do i need to treat myself with kid gloves? Is reducing my work hours enough? Is introducing exercise and amending diet enough? Can i return to my life? Should i?
M
Hmm. Im not feeling black and white about this. I might have to ponder a bit more.
There is part of me which is trying to do the "right thing" and possibly have my poker face on at work, i am superwoman. I dont like people at work choosing and it smarts to have to be approved to work. Its hard for me to admit this.
Id hate to go back and have to stop, it would feel a bit like failure.
Sometimes im worried im not taking this seriously enough (bc). Certainly it was shocking, chemo was challenging. Ive been through every emotion like grief. Ive accepted what happened but what now? Do i need to treat myself with kid gloves? Is reducing my work hours enough? Is introducing exercise and amending diet enough? Can i return to my life? Should i?
M