@JSN I feel a real disconnect with those around me no matter how much I try to join in. It started with the mammo call-back and has never improved. Positivity is a struggle as is just getting on with life through the fatigue and the body refusing to behave like it's supposed to. And angry...there's days I could be locked up. Other days when the anxiety is so great I can hardly catch a breath. I'm not sure what the future is going to look like but at the moment there's not much that seems promising. But I will keep trying and smiling when I can.
