Now What?
Have you ever woken up and realised that life as you once knew it is gone. You may have spent 2013 in a blur of Doctors and Hospitals and living in constant fear that this crap called cancer will come back. But during that time your kids have got 12months older and don't need you as much; the job you once had is taken and you are just surplus stock. I know they save everything happens for a reason; but I wish that "reason" would tap me on the shoulder and tell me what the hell to do next.
We put so much energy into fighting this disease that when it is all over their is a large void in our lives. As much as we try to go back to our old lives, their comes a time when you have to realise that your "old" life has gone and you will need to adapt. It is almost as if the rest of the world has kept revolving while you were stationery. Has anyone elsen felt like this and how did you cope?
