I think most of us have those moments of fear but it does get easier as time goes on. I always tried to rationalize the fearful thoughts with the knowledge that I had a terrific team of experts looking after me and everything they recommended was being done.
Now I continue to follow their advice. I had my ovaries and tubes removed last July and am told that being on an aromatose inhibitor gives me a much better chance of staying cancer free. I exercise everyday and know that this too can make a difference. I eat well and use the thought of recurrence as incentive to keep doing everything I know might help.
BUT most of all I try to make the most of right now. None of us know how long we have, not even those with seemingly full health. So I live well and try not to dwell on the what ifs. It does get easier. Use this network you will find it a great source of good info and support. Face to face groups can be great too if there is one nearby. The beauty of this forum is that you can 'talk' with someone who understands any day or night that you need to. Take care and good luck for the rest of your treatment. Deanne xxx
