I thought I would post as I have been not so good lately. Finally after weeks of tears, trying to work and not coping, anixety like waking up in the morning and being filled with dread, not eating, trying trying to be strong and just do it, pull myself together and not being able to and then hating myself for it, my best friend and husband made an appointment at a GP for me and after sitting in her room and crying for 30 minutes non stop and apologising for doing so and trying to explain how I felt and not being able to do so, and using a whole box of tissues and then crying because I couldn't find a bin to put them in........
God what a mess......the GP has put me on 10mg cipramil and set up a mental health care plan - I have made an appointment with the pyscologist for tomorrow and for some strange reason I feel calmer today.....I kind of feel like someones got my back and I'm not going completely crazy, GP dx reactive depression.
Georgie