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Hi Katherine

I felt like I was reading my own post 4 years ago!!!

I wrote of waking up thinking that it was a bad dream and wanting to scream, actually I think I did scream and from my foggy memory I was a bit pissed off with Cancer at the time and looking back it seems funny and I wonder now why they didnt haul me off the a mental institution!!!!!!

But I guess, I just wanted to say that we have all been where you are and it is such a dark place, where time seems to stand still and all seems like a bit of a blur.  But things get better, once you have a treatment plan, things will become a little clearer and as the others have said, maybe you need to scream and scream loud and get it all out even if they think you have lost your mind, I guarantee you will feel better for it, even if only momentarily

keep us posted.  Love  Tanya xx