Thank you all you lovely lovely ladies. I am really lucky to have you all shaking me out of the doldrums. I know you are all probably right about it being nothing and I keep telling myself not to stress about things that are beyond my control so I should listen to myself shouldn't I.
My medical centre have given all my test results that are 'okay' all through my BC journey over the phone so I was just a bit taken aback when the receptionist said I'd need to come in. Both my attending GPs there are away until Monday and I don't want to go to another Doctor who doesn't know me. I just will have to wait and see. But in my heart of hearts I know it's all good.
I am keeping myself as busy as I can. Had Herceptin today and then went to IKEA with my sister. We were there for hours. My son sent me a text message telling us to "look for the light and you'll be guided to safety" LOL. What is it with men and their fear of IKEA? My husband shudders at the mention of the word. I only bought a picture frame! Tomorrow I'm going to tidy out my wardrobe and get rid of my old clothes. It'll be a good excuse to buy some new ones :) Sunday we have a family get together and Monday I'm working so I won't have time to really dwell on this.
Thank you thank you to you all for your lovely replies. You keep me level.
Love Janey xxx