Unease

Hi Sorry to hear that you have that fear that we all have when our doctors need to discuss results with us. I have everything crossed for you that your results will be fine and you need nothing more than some antibiotics. The doctors need to be more sensitive to the needs of patients and squeeze you in earlier I don't think the fear of recurrence ever leaves. I have been " normal " and back at work for over a year now and it still haunts me. I have lesions on a kidney that are constantly monitored by a urologist and my onco and now two rib fractures that will be rescanned etc next month. My work colleagues let me slip straight back into full time work as a preschool teacher but some are awkward talking to me and especially if I make a joke about my missing boobs. I remind them I'm still the same person just a little wiser and stronger now :) I hope you have gotten some sleep and wake feeling better in yourself. Let us know how you get on :) Mel xxx