Thank you lovely ladies.
I have realised why I am thinking about it. I now know that I can talk about it now. And when I was having the treatment I couldn't. Sunday I went to lunch with a bunch of girls that I used to work with and one of them said OMG you are back. You are making daft jokes about last year.....
And like you @viking1 I refuse to call it a Journey. A journey I choose to take but I didn't choose this.
I do remember Sunday not saying last year when I was SICK. It was when I was having treatment.
Thanks Ladies.
Jan xxx