Survivorship

Hi all, I'm in the process of trying to sort out my feelings and wanting to get on with my life too, but it isn't as easy as I thought it would be. I have decided to give up my support group at the hospital, as I have been a regular attendee for 12 months. I think it is time to move on. I also think I should try and limit my time in this site, but I can't see that happening for awhile. The support from here is very different from the hospital group. Don't get me wrong, as the hospital group was good, but I now feel I have to try and move forward, and Helen, Sam and Jo, you are right, it is hard. Thank goodness for this site. Family members think, that now that surgery, chemo and reconstruction are over, then I should be back to normal. I think, to a certain extent that they are correct, so why isn't it the case? I have never before suffered from depression, but I am wondering whether these feelings, plus my laziness, inaction, and inability to make even the simplest of decision is the begining of depression. I don't want to voice this to a Dr, or family, as I feel I should be so grateful to be where I am today. Helen, your blog is so true. Love Chris xx