Self conscious about wig

After the upset of yesterday I'm feeling much better .....just getting on with my Indie style scarves , rocking the bald look and no problem. I went out with my girl friend to the Botanical Gardens and been out with my son's cricket parents and happy as . But strangely it cut me more than nearly anything has since I was told I had the cancer in the first place ....maybe because it made it all seem real ( so much has happened in 8 weeks I suspect my mind hasn't caught up with my body ) Maybe because it was truly one of the most horrible experiences of my life . Living in a household of teenage boys I've developed a pretty robust self esteem so it caught me really off guard . Anyway , whatever the reason I've let it go and decided maybe for me it's better just to let it be what it is ... I am someone having chemo . I'm not sure I can bring myself to wear that wig again! Thanks again girls :) xxx Karen