I have just been getting around the past 3 weeks with my scarves and buzz cut hair partly because of the heat wave and partly because with everyone on holidays I've just been poking around at friends and going to yoga etc . Never
Today is 2 months since my surgery so my husband and I went to see a movie . I thought I would wear my real wig for the first time and I thought I looked pretty ok. While my husband went to do something else for 10 minutes I went into a chain store jewellery shop and was buying some earrings when the young shop girl serving me and her offsider were doing a really bad job of trying to hide their sniggers and exchanging sideways glances with raised eyebrows , it was soooo dreadful . I'm not sure if they were laughing at my wig or the fact I have no boobs or maybe both ( I can't wear that fake bra they send you yet because one side is too sore ) There were other people in the shop else I would have said something. Anyway I cried all the way home. My eldest son said the heat wave this week will be nothing compared to the heat where those girls are going . The awful thing was that I actually felt quite confident and happy and now I just feel crushed :(