Hello Mummabear! I hope you are feeling ok. I am so thankful to have found this site but writing about breast cancer is confronting for me, because it makes it more real. But the girls here are so caring that you don’t feel alone. Surrounded by loved ones at home but there’s still things you can’t share unless it’s with someone who’s been there. “Is this really happening to me” keeps popping into my head. I’m sitting outside now in my garden and just enjoying a cool breeze blowing away the humidity of a hottish spring day. I’m spending a lot of time just being in the moment and radiation treatment has made me very tired in the afternoons. So Mummabear I hope your results are good, it’s a waiting game from now on. If you have any questions about my experiences ask away. Here comes the rain! My garden will love it!