Dear Sarah, wishing you peace. I am sorry that when we first met on this board a year ago, I was not able to give you the friendship and support you sought from me when I posted to express my sympathy for your situation, and you private-messaged me offering to drive hundreds of kilometers to take me to my chemo sessions each 3 weeks, and to chat any time day or night.
But while you needed a reciprocal support person, I was not able to be that person. My daughter was already coming with me to appointments and I needed to be with her. And I was sick and did not have the time and energy to give you support too.
I have never intended to hurt you. I do wish you well, and hope one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me for not having the time and energy to be your special friend through this difficult time. I am sorry you are now so angry at me that you are leaving the BCNA group. I think that is a terrible shame, esp given what you are now going through. Can we not both participate here together in peace? People don't have to agree with each other, but we all have a place here. .
best wishes
JessicaV