It's the worst isn't it Joy? The waiting!Im sure you will hear something shortly,and things will start moving quickly.Try to put it from your mind if you can(probably impossible)and enjoy Christmas with the family:)You are doing the right thing though,keeping on their backs,and as someone that works in the medical profession,I am sure you know that!At least with chemo starting after Christmas,you will 'feel' ok on Christmas Day , if that makes sense.You are probably a little scared,but there is no need to be.I was terrified a few short months ago,and look at me now,chemo finished.Sending you some feel good vibes Joy,and wishing you a peaceful Christmas. xoxo Love Robyn.