I'm hearing you Igray. I've finished all my treatments a couple of months ago. I have back and hip pain which I think is from the Tamoxifen but half the time I'm like shit, it's in my back, what if the CT missed something, what if the chemo didn't work, what if , what if. what if! I've gone from someone who visited the Dr every two years ,maybe, to thinking every ache or pain is it spreading. Doesn't help that I work in a surgical ward so constantly see people diagnosed with and having surgery for breast cancer. Becoming slightly paranoid.
Seriously, sometimes I need to have a stern talking to myself.