I'm not sure how to feel at the moment - there doesn't seem to be a handy guide to emotional fallout just waiting for me! I had benign lumps in my twenties, eventually ended up with no boobs after kid...
OK, today is nearly over, and I'm doing ok until I read the survival rate at five years for tumours of my size. Even before I have the cytology. Being an experienced RN is really working against me right now, and for the first time ever I want to cry. What to do? Crying would make it too real right now. I think I just want my mum. Who I cannot tell as my Auntie is pretty sick with the same after 14 years, ca now spread.