I know that your question is also about safety of getting pregnant and I can't give you any advice on that but breastfeeding... don't ever let people, or yourself, beat you up about it. I did feed all of my kids for awhile but it was a nightmare each time. For the first, no-one could get him to latch on so it was pumping all the way; the second, we fought each time and didn't get to relax with each other until her first bottle; the third would fall asleep each time as she relaxed too much. I know breast is best, but only when it works - when it doesn't, it's worst.
Wishing you the best for baby no 2 @JoeyLiz - whenever you're given the go ahead.
